February 2009
G: Hello
B: supp
G: I just wanted to saaaaay...
I'm proud of you 
B: y
G: proud of...
Because u have done a fabulous job leading ur life
B: thank you ?
lol
nice
G: U see what u don't like and u change it
B: im just trying to do my part in making this world a semi-better place 
thank you
G: U see what u want and u go for it
B: thank you
G: And u don't let anything or anyone stand in ur way
B: what made you come to this conclusion
G: I really admire all of that
I was just thinking about u
I've never said that to u
no you havent thank you
I thought u deserved to hear it
B: thank you 
this is going on tumblr
G: Ure a pretty interesting and amazing person ramon hernandez
B: thanks
G: And even though u don't neeed to hear any of this
I'm still going to tell yoy
You*
B: your actually starting to scare me just a little
are you going to kill yourself or somthing
?
aright goodbye
goodnight
fairwell
G: No
Lol
I'm at work
My mind drifts away
And today it drifted off to you
And I how I tell everyone else how great they are
Except for you & its really not fair
B: thank you did that hurt
G: no it actually felt good.
[ fin ]
in two or three weeks i’m gonna bank.
everything is going to be that much easier
im not going to have to worry
January 2009
“you could come from dirt but you don’t have to be dirty -”
– the real world
“my mother had the audacity to tell me i was fifty dollars away from being an...”
– the real world
lying is the most fun a girl can have :/
Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you’re sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin. I’ve got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy...
today was a really really good day & i think tomorrow might be better.
tumblsecrets:
“My mother just asked me what I wanted for dinner and I told her that I wasn’t hungry. The truth is I’m fucking starving.”
So i get home , on the phone , I see my uncle on the sofa. Its 11:30 at night and he’s usually asleep. He told me my cousin thats living with us had a girl in his room. I went to my room which is right next to the room where he is staying and I heard choking. I asked if everything was o k and he said yeah. The I hear a womans voice ” He’s choking me help” “Open the...
“what the fuck ?”
“life is a terminal condition, We’re all going to die, people with...”
– lady on oprah ”]
a shard of my humanity.
92ndseason:
havent-got-a-prayer:
I often worry too much about taking care of others, and in turn end up neglecting myself. Sometimes it’s the other way around. I talk too much when I get excited and leave my sentences unfinished. I curse like a sailor, and most of the time I don’t even realize it. I seek approval some days, because I feel too weak to find it in myself. When something feels...
“Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get...”
– Benjamin Button (via hello-therelove) (via theipodguru) (via constellation) (via havent-got-a-prayer)
“if looks could kill a lot of people in my life would be dead”
– a thought in my head
So my aunt is dieing in chicago slowly. I have a feeling this is going to be the year. Everyone is talking about it , the cancer is everywhere in her body. The doctors always said she’ll last us a few more years. I kinda got used to the feeling. Not this time the feeling is different. A few more years have turned to weeks or months maybe even days.
...
“i think i became a douchebag when i was a little kid surrounded my douchebags,...”
– mTv
“im trying to be a bit more realistic about life & I think you are...”
“Inside the circle and out, we live very sheltered lives… So we dress gangsta, we...”
– Allison, Havoc. (via rentedsurroundings) (via havent-got-a-prayer)
“the shit life happens to throw at you.”
– me to valeska.
“i think i blog to make myself feel like my life isnt as bad as i think it is. As...”
“survival of the fittest not fattest”
– yoursofullofshiteli
“there’s only two types of people in the world
the ones that entertain...”
– circus lyric
joy: I hate straight porn the girls are always laughing hahahahahhahah its like stop laughing bitch start moaning i dont have time for this
matt: i hate watching a girl sucking a dick cause like the faces they make and they look up its disgusting.
joy: dont ever order brighthouse porn they spend 15 minutes moving the couch its like " hehehhe we're going to fuck.
ramon: i wish i could type faster.
i woke up today pretty numb , it might be the cold weather but i felt neither happiness nor sadness. I guess its better that way.
:]
http://www.tokbox.com/Rawmoan
I dont know how to use it but it looks really cool
i was showing my friend manny my tumblr & I came to the conclusion I have been blogging for over eight (8) months. It feels like yesterday.
Watchvintage.
ps. i think i would give a toe to be able to pick her up at her house and drive around orlando again . if not a toe a finger , but one i dont use a lot like a pinky finger
Watchlmao
every once in a while , everything just crashes. I could be in the best situation ever and my world would just crash and reality would smack me in the face. At that point ill continue to live my life. I astound myself every single time I get back up and move on with my life.
e t h d e n
people are following me on tumblr and i think its so fucking cool.
“I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up and brought up the past...”
– Red Hot Chili Peppers
